...spoke with mither this morning....her mom died yesterday in the hospital...no one even told mither that she was there.

she may be taking a flight to england (for the funeral) tomorrow night......and in the meantime im trying to think of what i can do to help her out.

...wish i knew....

life makes me laugh sometimes....

partially because it sucks so much..
..but also because at the moment i dont give a shit.

the mother wants me to work at bearpath. (gated community for really rich idiots..where you cant walk in the front door of the "clubhouse" dressed as an honest person without getting kicked the fuck out..) job sounds easy enough....depending on how big brotherized they are...if i fit teh criteria (which i only would if i lied......ALOT) i could ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU................................FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

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ive been thinking ( Read more... )

every day lately..ive found myself asking the same question....whats with life ( Read more... )

some shit went down between andy and i, at the moment i dont know where we stand. but whatever..i can deal. hes not giving me any problems ( Read more... )

i havent updated this in a while..and that makes me feel weird ( Read more... )

i havent updated this thing in forever....

long story short...im still alive.

ive been depressed as hell the last couple of days...too depressed to even get drunk..and thats pretty fucking extreme.

theres something i want to do right now that i know im going to regret later...but a momentary boost in endorphins seems worth it.