Apr 09, 2006 23:58
back in atl.
wandered around boston for hours today, saw all the sites i visited for the first time last summer.
it's occurred to me that i face the same decision as rory gilmore (with a few more complicated dimensions but a lack of romantic ties and charming blue eyes).
school tomorrow. gross.
i'm on a quest to slowly recover my (secular) faith and to stop despairing over the same mute subjects.
i've become so myopic and sniveling this year (in between spells of dry peace/relative contentment). it's as if i died with the onset of fall.
i avoid people whose memories i'd like to leave intact (although everyone's is chipped by now). not theirs, but mine.
would it really be so bad to close?