Sep 07, 2004 17:59
but i want them anyway.
so my film festival job ended on friday and it was a wonderful 3 months of films, films, alcohol, and more films. i am really excited about going back for 05 with hopes of a higher position. in the meantime i have 2 weeks of dissertation mania. instead of being a good child and doing bits and bits all summer long, i sort of did a few bits and then once the actual festival began I let it collect mucho dust in exchange for Temporada de los patos and Margaret Tait art films. But in the last 3 days I have been 6-7 hours a day on the computer, typing away whatever I can. Its beena decent flow and if i keep this pace up I will be done before the 17th when its due, acutally why do i say that? I should take it one day at a time. granted it wont be brilliant but i think it will be ok. my only real fear is what if i get to like 10,000 words and have nothing left to say? eek. i need 15,000 and right now have almost 7500. i wont be happy til i reach double digits. the longest thing i havwe ever written.
im hungry, must leave uni and head home.
oh and all this and i am getting married in like 19 days. crazy. i cant wait to see the shining eyes of my pals back in nyc and to eat some easy mac and bologna (not together mind you). xoxo