tilt and twirl
the death of life. so many things to let go. how far can i throw myself? what happend to the james i left behind. i never knew persons could evaperate. i never knew. i never find will find myself again. i had some good times. in the span of two years, three years, i found my best friend. a soulmate for the same sex. myfist could have never stopped for cement. i gave so much. i cant believe i let myself fall apart. i am not ashamed to say i cried when my trust fell. with this page i think it will be done. nobody knows about me. i was on top of the world. i found myself to be the one that the world circled around. i made the world my choice. i found love havent you heard. i have a big mouth. such a lonely soul i shouldnt be so happy. im a happy? i thought i was meant to be alone. somtimes i find myself second guessing what i picked and built. i hope everyone that i cared about reads this. even the poeple i dont talk about or talk to. everyone...run...2 the nearest gun. i know i am. in due time. everyone found somethingin my misery. everyone!!!!!! everyone tore apart nothing. that is the funny thing. so why do i care. becuz i am life. i am an angel. everyone keep one eye open