Dec 08, 2004 00:18
i hate winter; i hat that its always rubbing in my face that fact that i can't ice skate, or ski, or shovel snow. i did however, stare outside yesterday for almost my entire African music class. It was so perfectly clear it almost made up for all the assaults winter has thrown my way...almost. Usually when i leave A&P im irked because its dark and its 5:40, and i hate that whole 'its dark when you walk out of the movie theater feeling' but it was snowing and i was in love. i wanted to kiss someone in the snow because i don't think the greater scheme of things could handle it. i think thats why people kiss in the rain; kissing in the snow is the stuff cure songs are made of.
i would like to thank Stacey lu right now for iming me pictures from a few feet away at 1:58 in the morning and and for being my best friend.
I'm sorry everyone, mainly the people i've been hangingout with as of late/peopleihang-outwithallthetimeandloveandstufflsadfj who have to put up with my stupidity and my habit of talking too much and too fast and for not being myself because im sad and an idiot. i tripped a little bit, and shit was scattered all over the place.
I'm trying very hard to not be the same hippie i was in high school, really hard. I'm straightening myself out now.