Dec 05, 2004 02:51
shopper647: hey Carolyn..it's Karen i don't know if i told you that i got a new sn or not, but now i did lol.. i saw your journal & you seemed upset.. and you wrote in your 100 fact things that you wished you could know what people thought of you in hs. well i know i wasn't in your grade, but to be honest- i looked up 2 you so so much and i was so upset when you graduated because i missed you...you were always there when i needed you and you always included me at swimming & made me feel wanted..i really do think that you are 1 of the nicest & most caring and best people i know.. and i never told you that, but i did now & i'll always care about you.
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Auto response from Carorice2:
Love is not like anything...
especially a fucking knife.
That, Karen, made me the happiest i'd been in days.
Karen's a freshman in high school now i think, she swam with me on both of my teams, breaststroke if i recall correctly. i remember seeing her in the hallways in school and thinking how young she was and how she was a much better swimmer than i ever was, and how she was so much smarter than i ever was, but she was still 12 years old, a little fucking girl, this little fucking girl. The last day of school my senior year after my 4th period gym class she found me in the hallway and gave me a present for graduation. It made me feel the same way as i did when i saw what she wrote on my away message. I'm almost 20 years old and Karen is so much more realized at 14 than i can wrap my head around.
i saw a boy on the T the other day, someone i actually remember from my intro to psych class 1st semester, and probably gen chem but im not sure...anyway he was with this little boy, they were sitting in front of me and i was listening in on their conversation. He must of been this kids big brother, not his actual big brother the big brother big sister kind of thing...anyway, he was taking him to a Celtics game. i don't think i've ever been that attracted to a stranger before.
Community service turns me on.
Happy Birthday Emilyyyyyyy Snecdecoreventhoughitsdec5thnowitsstillokay.