Pull Yourself Together WOMAN!

Feb 16, 2006 23:21

UGH! Well, I have spent most the day just kind of "hiding" if you will. Other than going to lil mama's school for a short bit and then 1hr at gymnastics I didn't go anywhere! I stayed home under the covers in whatever room the boys were playing in.

But this is it! I've got to pull myself together and release some built up shit that I thought was already gone. But I just worry about going off on some people who may or may not even deserve a blast of hurtful shardes to the heart.

Well with time I'm sure that those blasts will just fade away in time like so many before have. You know maybe these anxiety attacks are caused b/c maybe just a little I feel cheated that I haven't really gone off the ugly bin with my words to some.

BUT with each passed day and every passing day.....I CAN LOOK AT MYSELF AND KNOW that at the exact moment in life that I am happy and maybe even a lil happier.

fucked up crap!!!

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