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I lie to my self a lot... mainly about guys.... telling my self that I don't like them... and that I'd rather just have them as a friend.... But that's all a cover up... in hopes that if I say it to my self enough - my heart will believe it. But it never works... I'll go one day where I convinced my heart that I don't like him any more - and then the next week when he smiles at me "that way" that caused me to like him in the first place... my heart snaps back out of the trance that my mind put it into ...
so I LIED... I do still have feelings for him... but just because I do - doesn't mean that I am going to act upon them... rather just let them be and hope for the best! I made the first move last time... no more of that... :-P
so I LIED... I do still have feelings for him... but just because I do - doesn't mean that I am going to act upon them... rather just let them be and hope for the best! I made the first move last time... no more of that... :-P