i have truly messed up this time
i really messed up this time. i did the one thing i swore i would never do and now i wish i could take it all back. unfortunately i can't and now i must sit and look at how much i hurt the man i love more than anything. *cries* how the hell could i have been so damn insensitive? how could i do that to him when he's done nothing but love me? how could i say what i did? HOW HOW HOW?????? i really am the worst wife alive. everyone told me that but i just never thought it to be true until today. i...*sighs and cries more*
*sniffles* okay i'm alright...not really but yeah... i love him so much and i know i couldn't live without him. and our kids adore him so much. *starts crying again* DAMN IT WHY DID I DO THIS TO HIM??? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY? i need to go i can't do this anymore. i just...can't...
*sniffles* okay i'm alright...not really but yeah... i love him so much and i know i couldn't live without him. and our kids adore him so much. *starts crying again* DAMN IT WHY DID I DO THIS TO HIM??? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY? i need to go i can't do this anymore. i just...can't...