SCREW YOU!!!!!!!

Dec 25, 2002 20:11

okay this is the deal i am SO fucking tired of everything. i just got bitched at by tam because i'm mean and i'm mad and i'm this and i'm that. you know what? i don't give a damn! i don't even know where thehell it came from. i mean damn...i'm sitting there talking to her and the next thing i know she's saying this shit. what the hell did i do? i'm mean when i'm mad..well hello..isn't everyone? i mean really. shit i'm hormonal and yes, i'm bitchier but don't accuse me of shit that's beyond my control.

and she says i'm losing trent. what? how? because i didn't like his gift of a new corvette? who cares? nobody understands why i don't like it and i don't feel the need to explain it. but i guess i will. about a month ago trent needed money to start his own practice and he was going to take out a loan for it. i didn't want him to be indebted to some financial institution and since i didn't use the corvette trent had bought me before cause i used the mini van for everything since all our kids fit in it, i decided to trade it in and give him the money for it. i did something nice for him, i did something FOR HIM to help him out cause i love him more than anything and after everything he's done for me, it was the least i could do. i don't want or need another one. and him buying me a new one just makes it like he doesn't give a damn about what i did to help him. it was so impersonal and grrrrrrr...of him.

there, THAT'S why i don't like his gift and why i will be taking it back tomorrow. that money he used on it can go into his business, i don't need it.

*sighs* i feel a little better now. ugh i hate people sometimes, you know? and to do this crap on christmas? how freaking rude is that? anyway, going to go..be a bitch

toodles,
jen
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