before bed.
Work was tough. long day. and busy.
i finally talked to shawn at 1am ! uuuhh.. it felt so good to talk to him. i missed him tons. and like.. who was it.. bryan's gf, i didnt say that shawn was all over some chickzilla girl.. dont remember her name.. i said she was trying to get with shawn but shawn was like i want my gf. but its ok. little misunderstandings.. okay. i'm not mad. but so you know. okay. love you thanks.
i eye balls hurt. and i am going to take a bath in shawn's great big tubie! yes. and do some girllie things. like shave my legs cause i gotta and i think i have some time. haha. time. its crazy.
best thing all night.. i am talking to lauren.. about secret things. <3 it feels good to talk to her again. i like it alot. alot. i misses her.
Yulp.. well it's later now. i took a bath. and i am talking to tia. she's cool. it was late. so i said hi. and i suppose we lost the game to Pa.. losers. ehh, oh well. now we talk about christmas buyers. i need to start to shop for everyone. i am getting my mother clothes. and my dad, idk. and shawn !! i have no idea! help. but whatever i'll just spoil him. i want to get him a nice hoodie and a good belt, cause he stole mine, then broke it, then bought himself a new one and dont wear it cause it isnt broken in. idk. werid. and like i might get him a pair of shoes, and a delorean car, model collectors one. with a case. and idk whatelse. i always spoil him. but this year.. idk. i want to get him a 'u mass' cap. he wants one. and maybe like some dragon things for his room. and i'd love to get him a nice desk and like a chair, but he doesnt have room for it in his room. idk. i'll decide. idk.
wellllpp.. i think i might go to sleep now.. i'm a little tired and sleepie. and i am going shopping tomorrow! yes. finally. shawn gave me money. hah. he loves me. <3 Then i have work tomorrow at 1 again. One till 10pm. poops. it'll be okay. and i am paying off my credit card.. so maybe by the end of this week i can get the 2 pairs of shoes i want!! this awesome pair of etnies i seen at pacific sunwear. and this comfy ones i seen at walmart. they are like slippers but shoes. they are nice to walk around the house in. cause Janie always has to mop the rug all the time cause the dogs piss. well not mop, but.. shampoo.. yeah. and my socks always get wet. gross. idk. but yes. thats that.
bubbles.
and nite.
actually i am still talking to tia. about.. scary movies. she seen the grudge! hah! and saw. crazy. she said grudge was so scary. i'm scared now. and like i was telling her about this one movie.. i watched with shawn. we watched it at my mom's house and i remember he was laying on the couch and i was sitting infront of the couch on the floor. and i got so scared and jumped on the couch. it was where the little boys dies and hes an only child and his parents bring him back with help from this one doctor. and the doctor says "you cant just open pandora's box.. blah blah blah and expect everything to be fine" or somthing idk. and like the little boy has bad dreams about his other life and his life wasnt like he thought it was. he was really the doctors broughten back kid and he was trying to kill his mother just like the doctors kid did to his mother. omg that'll kill me all night. but anyways.. that was scary. really scary. i couldnt even sleep that night. but ahaha, when me and shawn wathced the Ring. i couldnt go to the bathroom by myself. ahaha. i'm a babie.
well.. now it is definitly sleep time. i am dead tired. good night.