Looovvvinn .. feels so good
Has been a few days.. nothing to much has happened. just hanging out with my Shawn.. Love feels so good.
i am at Shawn's now. but Monday night we went up to my mom's .. errhh, maybe not the bestest idea, but hey whatsever. cause like idk. i think things are going to start changing. but i am not involved anymore. i made it VERY clear to both my parents. i definitly do not want to jepordize my relationship with shawn because of them.. and it would happen.. i know it.
Anyways.. Few updates. i seen Jill the other night !! yeh ! cause i havent seen that girl in forever. it was a blast, cause she wanted to say something to amanda ambrose, cause of her friend, idk. but bob wouldnt let her.. we was laughing. and bubba was an asshole that night. haha. actually heather seems mean to bubba when shawn and i are around.. but it could be just bubba.. haha. that kid's funnie. i love bub, he's a good friend. um..the other night, idk remember.. shawn went to check on my hamster and he was bleeding from his eye !! he like cut his eye and stuff.. we dont know how.. but tonight it looks bad and it's infected. ..awwee =( .. noooottt good.. But tomorrow i am going to try and take him to the vet.. hopefully .. i dont want him to lose his vision in his eyes.
Then this morning aunt amy HAD to come visit my gram, and bring dakota.. and that kid can not talk or play without screaming ! so shawn and i got woken up.. 12 but still. we were tried. cause we were up late.. well we went over my mom's at 11.. and like my dad came out and said something about my mom. and like i am so sick of my mom feeling so bad.. i am so sick of her being so upset. so i went into her room and gave her a hug, and we both cried. it felt like i was a little kid again like when i couldnt sleep and i would go into her room and she would sing to me. but my dad came into the room and sat there.. and actually made me even more upset. but we talked for over an hour ! about nothing cause my father didnt listen. he say he's done, and gave up. whatever.
anyways.. shawn and i are going to the mall tomorrow. for somethings. i have to get a pair of jean, not demin.. for walmart.. yeh, work ! anyways.. yeah. duh.
thats all for now.
and jill.. haha, when billy got home he had to clean up pulk !! i think i spelled that right. cause stoner, pulked 3 times.. haha, in addition to the piss, your puppy did !! aahhh, good times. =)
Well taataa for now..
Lattterrr Gattterrr..