I really hate Valentine's Day
God! I think Valentine's Day is the stupidest supposed holiday in the world. It is only around to make single people feel bad about being single. It is also the time of the year when guys think they are expected to ask out any girl with a pulse. Ugh! So there's a point to this frustrated rambling...on Monday night George asked me out. I said yes at first because well there I was on the spot and I thought that even though I've never even remotely considered him as someone I might date asking someone out is a hard thing to do. I thought it over and got that same panicked feeling that I got when I was dating Andrew and realized I didn't like him at all that way. Worse yet, I had a feeling that it hadn't been long since he broke up with his girlfriend. I called him back the next day and asked when they broke up...sure enough it had only been three days tops. I told him that made me really uneasy after the whole ordeal with Will and let him know that I am not at all cool with being the rebound girl. Been there, done that, was not impressed and will never ever go back if I have anything to say about it. I told him that though we had a class together last year and had hung out a little bit this year I didn't know him well enough to decide either way. Unfortunately, I think that I might have to tell him that I don't like him and that I'm not sure I ever will in the way that he wants me to. I'm definitely thinking I'll have to because tonight he called my phone eight times! That is insane! I understand calling someone because you want to talk, but if that person doesn't answer and you leave a voice mail then you should back off and let that person call you back if they want to. It's kind of freaking me out really. I can't even imagine if he starts doing this every single day. George is a big guy and well that could be kind of scary. I know, I've been watching too many movies and too much tv and I don't honestly think George is suddenly going to become some big, crazy psycho guy on me, but it does happen or these kinds of stories wouldn't be around. I mean the guy has called me every day starting this monday when he first asked me out. Every single day and he keeps saying it's because he says he will, but he says that every day. It's a no win situation and it just makes me want to crawl into a hole and stay there for a good while. Alfie is gone and there's nothing I can do but hurt George when he seems to be the only one in the world paying attention to me right now. Sometimes life really sucks big time.