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I really, honestly don't know what to do. Please, tell me, what the hell can I do? I wanna talk, but then if I try to, I know I'm just gonna make things worse. There's no easy way to deal with it. And part of me is hurt, too. I don't want to lose something so great, but when someone says "don't call...don't talk to me" how do you handle that? It's been killing me since Sunday. But I'm upset, too. And while I don't want to deepen the anger, I feel like it's not all me. But even that isn't easy to try and say.
I really have never felt so lost for what to do. I don't want to lose anyone. I don't want to look back and say "Yeah, I've pretty much stayed in touch with everyone...except them". Especially cause they're someone that I DO care about.
I just really want to fix this.
I really have never felt so lost for what to do. I don't want to lose anyone. I don't want to look back and say "Yeah, I've pretty much stayed in touch with everyone...except them". Especially cause they're someone that I DO care about.
I just really want to fix this.