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I want to hide.
I had breakfast today, that was it. Life isn't going so good for me right now.
Is it so bad to be jealous that my sister is popular and has a boyfriend, yet is only 14 while I am 16 and alone? I feel all alone. No-one to share in my true thoughts, my raw feelings. I shed a tear, and my mom told me not to ruin my sisters day.
Just makes me want to shrivel up and dissapear, at least from this stupid place.
I know this is pessimistic, but I really feel like an outcast this whole month. I think I'll fast for a week, so how that goes.... Maybe not, but I really can't care for food at all now.
I had breakfast today, that was it. Life isn't going so good for me right now.
Is it so bad to be jealous that my sister is popular and has a boyfriend, yet is only 14 while I am 16 and alone? I feel all alone. No-one to share in my true thoughts, my raw feelings. I shed a tear, and my mom told me not to ruin my sisters day.
Just makes me want to shrivel up and dissapear, at least from this stupid place.
I know this is pessimistic, but I really feel like an outcast this whole month. I think I'll fast for a week, so how that goes.... Maybe not, but I really can't care for food at all now.