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1500 for me already today. No more, and I'm going rock climbing in 2 hours so thats good. I'm doing that about 4x a week now, and I love it. I can climb 5.10c now (emphazize on CAN.) Still, considering I started 2 months ago that's amazing.
So, lets see. I'll try for 800 tomorrow. NO. It will be 800 tomorrow.
The scale hates me now, hates me more than ever. I'm too embarrassed to repeat what it screamed at me, because I can't believe I would sink so low. Not me. Not the perfectionist, the one who has goals and dreams. It can't be, it just can't.
I felt like the world swallowed me up today. I left school at 11:30 because I just didn't want to do anymore.
So, lets see. I'll try for 800 tomorrow. NO. It will be 800 tomorrow.
The scale hates me now, hates me more than ever. I'm too embarrassed to repeat what it screamed at me, because I can't believe I would sink so low. Not me. Not the perfectionist, the one who has goals and dreams. It can't be, it just can't.
I felt like the world swallowed me up today. I left school at 11:30 because I just didn't want to do anymore.