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I am so incredibly broken its unreal. i didnt leave my bed at all today except to shower and use the restroom. I dont understand how someone can say they love you one minute and then completely shut you out of their life the next. I miss him...I miss him so much it hurts, and it has only been a day. I wish there was some way i could get him to talk to me but i just dont know how...i love him soo much and im not ready to lose him... i will die first.