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so apparently this situation has evolved to me working two jobs, going to school full time (starting grad school in the fall), homeschooling
and he's going fishing three times a day
the most expensive fishing habit you can imagine
1000's on gear every year,
hundreds on bait line and tackle.
I cannot get out of this cycle. if I leave he gets child support and our kid more than half the time. I already don't see my kid much, but this would just be worse. plus he's on the lease so he's not going anywhere even if i want him to.
i gained a shit ton of weight after I dislocated my shoulder a year ago.
I sleep 4 hours every night. how am I supposed to find time to exercise when i literally only have 4 hours to sleep? I fail quizzes and papers from lack of study and prep time due to having to cook and clean.
my professor wanted me to present a paper at a conference, all expenses paid and i had to decline cause who would work to make money while I was gone?
its a hole a dug myself
now another year will go by, then another, where this just continues as it is.