after my attempt to study maths, I find myself sitting infront of the computer. again I'm stuck in the situation, having no choice but to commit to something I hate to do. the easiest way would be to leave everything behind and let the consequences fall upon me. or I join the crowd and do something I dont consider worthy of, yet will keep me out of ( Read more... )

i dream of a life measured by imperfectness. a place where flowers dont perfectly blossom. of seasons that dont come when you expect them to. persons that never fully understand you. books that are left unfinished. songs that lack a catchy tune. newspapers that deliver incorrect messages. food that does not taste good. water that never quenches one ( Read more... )

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a good start to the new year 2008. I didnt. Let's better not get into it.

Tell you what .. I was invited for an interview this week at a graphic design company. I'm investing a lot of time and effort in my application form and portfolio. I really wanna get this internship. I have got to make this one thing right.

Maybe jealousy has come over me that's why I tested the person. I still cant believe I did it.  I'm relieved, though that I wasnt disappointed. Thank you.

And this flood, this flood is slowly rising up, swallowing the ground
Beneath, my feet. Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim, I'll swim as the water rises up sun is sinking down and now
All I can see are the planets in a row suggesting it's best that I
Slow down this nights a perfect shade of

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever ( Read more... )

It's Christmas again. I can hardly believe it -- Another year is almost over! Time flies ...
I dont feel like celebrating Christmas at all. I guess all those feasts seem to lose its meaning when you grow older. Christmas with my family is kinda depressing. It's all the same every year. We go to church, go back home for dinner, sing Christmas songs ( Read more... )