Mother's Day...2014
My mama is all done with her chemo treatment...she looks like a cancer patient now. The mama that was supposed to live forever, the mama that never drinks much, never smokes, never did any drugs. She has lived a simple life, taking care of everyone, always smiling. I want her here forever, she understands me best...she is the one of few that I truly know would die for me. Of course life isn't fair...but she doesn't deserve this, she doesn't deserve to now be so very scared to live life free of worry, free of pain, exhaustion...I want her back, I want many more years with her and I pray I get that. For her, she deserves to live and share that smile with so many more people, so many more times. She looked like a cancer patient, she was insecure about her buzz head, her hat, her fingernails, toenails, every part of her. I hate this.