Life sucks
Ya kno I was doing really good in life. But for like 3 days now life has sucked. I mean I was doing good till I had to think about Josh cuzz it just happened to be the 22 of March wich would have been our 4 month aniversary. ERRRRR he pisses me off. And now we have been really close and talking alot but it is really confussing.. I told him I was thinking of him but I didnt know why and then he told me he was thinking of me. I was like WHOAAAAAA. But life goes on. I got a really interesting phone call today. It was from ZACK NELSON my best friend who left me to go to New York. Jerk!!! I sitll love him though. He called me cuzz he misses me. AWWWWW how sweet. I miss him so much. I mean we have always been close no matter what. Even when we fought we still hung out cuzz our friends were the same.The best part is the he might move back!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so cant wait.It will be like the old days when we use to hang out skate and do otha stuff. LOLZ. Great times. Then at around like 8:40 Brian called me and he was CRYING! His brother got emitted to the hospital and I was like OMG. I was freaken out. I mean Brian was freaking out worse then me. I felt so bad because I wasnt there to hold him and stuff. I dont want him to be alone tonight. I dont want him to go throught it alone. I mean his parents are at the hospital with his brother and so is his lil brother. He is so tired And I want him to go to bed cuzz ya he has to work tomorow. I luv him and I want him to go to BED!!!
~!*Sami*!~