W*e
Ok well I am thinkin of leavein Travis because I cant take his shit anymore. When he wants to do things and I am tired he makes me feel bad so we do things and when I want himto hold me he just says he dont want to be all LOVEY DOVEY. So ya kno what then w*e. I think he misses Sarah. But he says he is happy with me. When he talkedto Lys she told him he wasnt being nice to me and he was like Im not tryin to I just dont want her all over me. So I ignored him for like an hour and then when we all left he didnt even say bye or give me a kiss. I think he dont like me. But he says he does. Ok I will bellieve it when I see it. And then Josh Smith askes Lys what is wroung with me and she asks why and he was like cuzz I still care. And when Lys asked him if he still liked me he said he didnt kno. It kinda feels weird cuzz I think I still like him and I dont want to. I mean I like Travis but he is pissin me off. But i dont want to go back to Josh. But in a way I wantto be with him. Love is so complicated. I hate havinthese feelings. All I do is cry and I dont want to anymore. I am so sick of this feeling of emtyness. I think Josh does still care and like me or else he wouldnt ask if I am ok. But who knows.
~!*Sami*!~