Feb 25, 2005 10:03
Wow. This vacation has been weird. The only people I have really hung out with is Lys, Tyler and Travis. I think we have spent a total of 2 nights away from eachother. Kinda weird. But I have nothing bad to say about it. I am very happy that I am going out with Travis. He makes me very happy. But see Sarah still likes him and misses him and that scares me because she is very good on makin people feel bad. And I dont wanna lose Travis. But I kno if she wanted him back I wouldnt put up a fight. I owuld just let him go and go back to being Sami. Lys says that me and her will always be best friends but I think that her and Sarah will come back together and I will be thrown out on the curb again. But I am just going to be happy for the moments I got with her. A lot of people think I am makin a dumb choice by going out with Travis. But I dont think so. But then again a lot of people said I was makin a bad choice with Josh and look what happened with us. So maybe they are right. But I dont wanna listen to them. I want to do what I want.
~!*Sami*!~