A Fond Farewell
Hey everyone, I know I haven't updated in a long time. In all honesty I haven't even been on lj. So, here's a quick update to my life, some of you may know what's been going on, some may not. I've been wanting to go to Toronto, for awhile now, to see a friend, or to just get out of this city. But, something is keeping me here. I had an interesting fight with my Dad which basically ended up with him calling me a complete failure. That was okay. After that, on the first snowfall of the year, (it was a Wednesday) Jessica broke up with me. We just went seperate ways, I suppose. I know it's for the best because I really didn't feel like I was getting what I needed from that relationship. Uhh...what else..I don't know, I guess I've been keeping myself busy. Trying to branch out with more and more people, keep my mind from wandering too too much. Lately I've been thinking of all the people who've left, or broken each others hearts, or had their hearts broken. The people who've come and gone and split apart. Pictures are great for that. So are cds, for me anyways. I have such vivid memories attached to each one. Just listening to it, I remember I was listening to it last winter and every emotion, and everything I did, or didn't do, comes rushing back. Lots of the memories are up for grabs between sad and happy. I guess it depends on how you're looking at things, I've been finding them depressing, or frustrating, but oddly relieving at the same time. God this is the most random jumble of thoughts. I guess I really just want to say sorry. Umm, mostly because I still feel like a burden to people, and I don't want to keep any one worried or wondering or to have rumors or speculation or anything of the sort. With that said, I think this is going to be my final post. It was good while it lasted, but for now, I feel like I'm just going to drift off for a bit. I don't want to lose contact with any of you, because I love you all so much. Sincerely. So, take this as a fond farewell from a friend, and keep your chin up kids.
-Sean.
-Sean.