Changes...craziness
Wow. so it's been a long time since I've posted here. Not that I have time to now either, but I'm in the mood.
I just have to get this off of my chest. It's the weirdest thing. I feel like I'm in junior high, I've never felt like this before. I think I'm actually noticing boys for the first time, as pathetic as that sounds. I came to this realization...I'm a little boy crazy. Just in my head though, I don't act on it. I mean I've had little crushes and big crushes, but for some reason, I'm just REALLY noticing boys lately. You know, like their qualities and things I could never live with, and just evaluating prospects and imaging scenarios where things just work out with this guy...or that guy...or the other guy. I'm not gonna lie, it makes me feel really dumb to feel like that's where my mind is at. The weird thing is it's like I've never even noticed boys, because I never started noticing them until now, and, well they're men now.
So I'm really excited. I heard an ad on the radio the other day about an informational meeting about medical secretary training at the Mayo Clinic. I looked up the info online, it's 14 weeks of paid training starting in January, and after that, the salary goes up to 14.89/hr...quite a bit more than I make now. AND it's something that really interests me. I could use my computer and English skills, and in my mind this is just an incredible opportunity for me right now. I actually feel like God has been preparing my heart to be able to leave my kids at the daycare. I've been sensing strongly that I should only work there until December 31st, and I've become increasingly more comfortable with the idea.
The fact is, when I look at my gifts and qualities, I care about people a lot and I want to help them. But I am not a gifted teacher, that's just not a skill of mine, so I don't think being an "assistant teacher" is an ideal job for me. but I wouldn't trade the experience for anything. Wow. I'm getting really presumptuous. Like I'm definatley going to get the job at Mayo. But I REALLY want it, the more I think about it, and my chances are pretty darned good, it helps that I'd be applying for a training program that would pretty much lead to a guaranteed job unless I fail the training miserably. And because of the meeting, I'll get to meet the people who decide if I'm in or not instead of them just seeing my resume on the internet.
Oh goodness, I NEED to get to bed!!! not this week, but next week, I have three tests and a speech to give. It's stressing me out!! Anatomy and Physiology Bones test and Chapter test. Medical terminology test and demonstration speech. ACK!! it'll be okay
I just have to get this off of my chest. It's the weirdest thing. I feel like I'm in junior high, I've never felt like this before. I think I'm actually noticing boys for the first time, as pathetic as that sounds. I came to this realization...I'm a little boy crazy. Just in my head though, I don't act on it. I mean I've had little crushes and big crushes, but for some reason, I'm just REALLY noticing boys lately. You know, like their qualities and things I could never live with, and just evaluating prospects and imaging scenarios where things just work out with this guy...or that guy...or the other guy. I'm not gonna lie, it makes me feel really dumb to feel like that's where my mind is at. The weird thing is it's like I've never even noticed boys, because I never started noticing them until now, and, well they're men now.
So I'm really excited. I heard an ad on the radio the other day about an informational meeting about medical secretary training at the Mayo Clinic. I looked up the info online, it's 14 weeks of paid training starting in January, and after that, the salary goes up to 14.89/hr...quite a bit more than I make now. AND it's something that really interests me. I could use my computer and English skills, and in my mind this is just an incredible opportunity for me right now. I actually feel like God has been preparing my heart to be able to leave my kids at the daycare. I've been sensing strongly that I should only work there until December 31st, and I've become increasingly more comfortable with the idea.
The fact is, when I look at my gifts and qualities, I care about people a lot and I want to help them. But I am not a gifted teacher, that's just not a skill of mine, so I don't think being an "assistant teacher" is an ideal job for me. but I wouldn't trade the experience for anything. Wow. I'm getting really presumptuous. Like I'm definatley going to get the job at Mayo. But I REALLY want it, the more I think about it, and my chances are pretty darned good, it helps that I'd be applying for a training program that would pretty much lead to a guaranteed job unless I fail the training miserably. And because of the meeting, I'll get to meet the people who decide if I'm in or not instead of them just seeing my resume on the internet.
Oh goodness, I NEED to get to bed!!! not this week, but next week, I have three tests and a speech to give. It's stressing me out!! Anatomy and Physiology Bones test and Chapter test. Medical terminology test and demonstration speech. ACK!! it'll be okay