heart bound
alright so today has been a pinnacle day in events.
the night before last, i discovered many knowledges of myself.a nd i very much appreicate that tiem i was abel to spend with my own mind and body.
i do worry about the future now that, my past has broken apart.
btu i would a fool if i didn't worry about the future.
everyday things are getting harder, but they are also gettign better.
i am happy that i am finally standing for what i believe in, its been a long itme of me just taking others peoples crap, because they were nice to me.
now i have either set myself up to fall or triumph this morning i took the biggest risk i have in a long time. i just couldn't hold it in any longer i had ot get it out. there are fears that i had to face. i wish i knew what the future is holding for me. adn what my dreams were tryign to say, they run against each other in very curious ways, i can't tell if they are a product of my fears or a prediction of the future, then i am not sure if they are a product of my desires or a prediction of the future. both are just as possible. the answer needs to be reached.
this is difficult.
the night before last, i discovered many knowledges of myself.a nd i very much appreicate that tiem i was abel to spend with my own mind and body.
i do worry about the future now that, my past has broken apart.
btu i would a fool if i didn't worry about the future.
everyday things are getting harder, but they are also gettign better.
i am happy that i am finally standing for what i believe in, its been a long itme of me just taking others peoples crap, because they were nice to me.
now i have either set myself up to fall or triumph this morning i took the biggest risk i have in a long time. i just couldn't hold it in any longer i had ot get it out. there are fears that i had to face. i wish i knew what the future is holding for me. adn what my dreams were tryign to say, they run against each other in very curious ways, i can't tell if they are a product of my fears or a prediction of the future, then i am not sure if they are a product of my desires or a prediction of the future. both are just as possible. the answer needs to be reached.
this is difficult.