Feb 07, 2006 15:41
alright,
so my dreams are running along eith what my heart and mind can see. though there is still much confusuion, i must fin a way to get all this sorted out.
i find myself making definitions of what i want to give ppl in the future. thinking abotu what it is i owe them and what it is they want from me.
i have times with myself where the sane world would think that i have completly lost contact with reality yet when the the outcome is tallied it shows that i have learned many things which can only help me in life.
so which do i do. i propose this question.
do i side with someone who is providing me with no inspiration, who consideres that my deepest thoughts, and the ache of my heart to be fally. who have in turn provided me a place to live for a time.
or
do i side with the person who inspires me at every turn when in contact or in after thought, who connects with my deepest thoughts and feelings, whos beliefs struck a chrod in my heart abd mind as a solid truth that i could never deny; someone who in turn has caused me much confusion, and caused me to lose what little i had left in the physical world.