Just another day
Well, here i am again, he is working at school, and I got some boxes for my move. Don't really know if I am doing the right thing or not, but it certainly feels as if it is right. There are too many bad times, to just look at the good times. I know so many woman who are alone, and are in terrible times, because of it. People just don't want to be alone.......that's it.
But when someone drives you crazy,,,,,,,,,,can we take that? I am use to having my own space, doing my own thing without having to ask permission from any man. Don't get me wrong, I have total respect for them, let them know where and when i will be back, the whole nine yards, but for someone to not let you do things..............cuz they want you to be with them........come on. And the guilty thing kills me too. And the lies.............I am just use to a man who told me the truth, and we were buds, like friends, you know?
I trusted him whole heartedly and him me. i just think when major things in our lives change, the both partners need to change too, and he was not willing to change for me. when we hit our late 40's, things start happening with our elderly parents, or an illness comes up, our older kids do stupid things, and our grandchildren are in danger. Things like that. We all need to be ready for change to keep the person we are with happy, and feeling supported. Don't you think?????????? Well, I will keep this journal posted, but i feel like i'm talking to myself basically...........hhaahhahaahah oh well love, me
But when someone drives you crazy,,,,,,,,,,can we take that? I am use to having my own space, doing my own thing without having to ask permission from any man. Don't get me wrong, I have total respect for them, let them know where and when i will be back, the whole nine yards, but for someone to not let you do things..............cuz they want you to be with them........come on. And the guilty thing kills me too. And the lies.............I am just use to a man who told me the truth, and we were buds, like friends, you know?
I trusted him whole heartedly and him me. i just think when major things in our lives change, the both partners need to change too, and he was not willing to change for me. when we hit our late 40's, things start happening with our elderly parents, or an illness comes up, our older kids do stupid things, and our grandchildren are in danger. Things like that. We all need to be ready for change to keep the person we are with happy, and feeling supported. Don't you think?????????? Well, I will keep this journal posted, but i feel like i'm talking to myself basically...........hhaahhahaahah oh well love, me