The changes are already happening
As the date draws ever closer, I see some interesting changes in things, namely my perception. I used to never want to leave this town - now I can't wait to get out. I used to be able to stand my family, but we all know how I feel about that. And these people I used to call friends - not so much now, I guess. And it's okay.
I try my hardest to be a good friend, so if they want to break it off, it's really not my problem. So long as I have my BFF and my Pickles, I'm damn good to go. For the first time, in less than a week, I will be able to live my own life how I want (for the most part) and it will be amazing.
Yes, there's a fair bit of stress over this, and it's hard on the wallet; I also know there's going to be a whole lot of rough road to tread ahead of me. But I can't wait to tread this hard road. I can't wait to see what the future has in store for me, whether it is good or bad. I'm ready!
I try my hardest to be a good friend, so if they want to break it off, it's really not my problem. So long as I have my BFF and my Pickles, I'm damn good to go. For the first time, in less than a week, I will be able to live my own life how I want (for the most part) and it will be amazing.
Yes, there's a fair bit of stress over this, and it's hard on the wallet; I also know there's going to be a whole lot of rough road to tread ahead of me. But I can't wait to tread this hard road. I can't wait to see what the future has in store for me, whether it is good or bad. I'm ready!