Dec 01, 2011 17:28
I am supposed to post three entries today but it feels like I’ll end up posting just one-this entry.
Yesterday was, I think, the peak of the surge of ideas and the craving to update my blog. I told myself not to let these ideas go away so I tapped them all down in MS Word. I also proofread some of my entries and read blogs for inspiration. Finally, I was able to feel that crave for writing again.
However, things started to change abruptly. Three entries were left unfinished. In fact, they’re just raw ideas still waiting to be processed. My enthusiasm is beginning to dwindle and I am slowly losing my focus. Is this because of the ideas that came pouring in all at once that I can't tell which one goes first? Or is it my wariness with verb tenses and prepositions that keeps me from writing?
Now I'm paying for the pigheadedness that I'd been in the past months. I told myself so many times to not cease in writing and always read but I still end up stalling again. I can't get a cinch of things. I have to do something about this quick or I might have to go back to zero again.
They say ‘wag nang ipilit kung ayaw. I usually oblige to this especially when it comes to school stuff.
Not this time hopefully, though.
frustrations