Aug 29, 2011 12:07
August is almost through and apparently, I haven't posted much in here. Marami akong gustong i-post pero hindi ko masulat dahil busy. Better wrap them up in one entry na lang.
One
God is still good to me. I haven't prepared myself much in taking the prelim exams but when I saw the results, I felt relieved. Not passing scores but not too high, too. Just right. And during that Prelim week, it's either I felt bored to study or I crammed too much that it seemed I do not deserve the scores that I got. Pero siguro naintindihan naman Niya yung kalagayan namin. And I really am grateful.
Two
I didn't mean it, but I'm clearly neglecting my word diary. Yes, that blue notebook I'd fill up with new words I started since vacation. Kaya heto, mukhang nangangalawang na naman ako. Why am I always like this? Sabagay, I've been bloody busy the whole month with this dratted film making for Lit going on.
Three
Some say I write too long. Siguro nga. Sa susunod, I'll try to shorten my entries without losing the ideas I included in it.
Four
It really does better if we shut our mouths and do our job rather than complain about it. Do whatever it is that you have to do and you'll never notice you're through with it. Napatunayan ko yan sa kakaibang pagkaabalang idinulot ng Lit project na yan. Maraming nagre-reklamo. Nakakapagod, oo. Pero buti na lang, I was put in a group na lahat ume-effort. Ang saya tuloy ng experience.
Five
We're already in our Third Year at unti-unti ko nang nakikilala kung sino ba talaga ang mga kasama ko sa room at makakasama pa sa susunod na tatlong sem. There were friendships that unfortunately just drifted apart and friendships going stronger. Pero hindi naman ako yung taong nakakalimot. Although the bond wasn't like the way it was before petty misunderstandings occurred, I treasure those times of being happy together. Always.
Six
Kating-kati na akong mag-gitara ulit. I started playing when I was in 6th grade but stopped when I began to despise my elementary alma mater. You can't blame me for hating my own alma mater. May mga nangyari kasing hindi maganda na nung pagka-graduate ko lang na-realize. I wasn't even able to defend myself back then when I was called for by my enraged teacher, who even threatened me with a libel suit. Recalling the events makes me want to laugh. But I'll never forgive this traitor who told everything to my teachers about my sentiments. Of course, only time will heal and I bet it has healed already.
Seven
Cookie has her point. How can I be a meteorologist when I'm too scared of lightning? They are indeed fascinating but the thought of how dangerous these bolts of electricity can be makes me want to hide under my blanket. After having an exposure on Filipino TV, I swear I'll pursue a career in National Geographic or even in NASA, a dream I've always wanted but haven't got the right motivation to chase.
Eight
The part of speech that is hardest to master is the Prepositions. Kahit ako, hirap kung alin ang gagamitin para dito. Oh well, though it's making my life in writing miserable, I still don't dislike grammar and writing and the English language.
Nine
I have a hard time telling people that I don't like what they do so I tend not to talk to them unless they talk to me first. I'm not the bellicose type; I just shut up when things are not going well between us-and you will obviously feel it.
Ten
I regret taking a hiatus from reading the classics during high school. Tapos maririnig mo si Sir Lito Zulueta na sabihin, "Journalists kayo pero wala kayong ka-muwang muwang sa mundo." Urgh. I like him because he knows a lot. What I dislike is the fact that I can't keep up with him. Nacha-challenge ako sa kanya. But how am I supposed to keep up, read Shakespeare and Dickens in a week? Crash course? And yeah, honestly, I have read none of Shakespeare works. Curse me. T^T
Eleven
I have lots of crush. Yes. Pero my heart longs for just one. :"> (TURUY) At secret ko na 'yun kung sino. Pero mukha naman kasing hindi siya interisado sa'kin. I honestly fear rejection. That's why I joke around and avoid being serious. At least, hindi masyadong masakit kapag nakita ko 'yung feedback. The downside though, even if I am already being serious, I am still perceived as still joking around and taking things lightly. I'm obviously being serious na nga with this courage of telling what I feel, oh, tapos joke parin. Hay.
Twelve
My braces are pleasantly driving me crazy. Atat akong magpa-check up every month. Kung pwede nga, every week eh. Kasi gusto ko may kinakalikot sa braces ko. Level up na sana ako sa braces ko yesterday [Saturday] kung hindi lang nagmiarte yung bracket ko. Na-depress tuloy ako. Adjusments will be moved next month. T^T
Thirteen
I was disheartened when I learned History Channel's credibility is being questioned by people from the academe and the field of science. They say the channel's infotainment technique is to supposedly attract viewers to watch their channel. I am an avid watcher of their show Ancient Aliens and I'm getting convinced that aliens do exist. This belief is absurd to most of the people. But with the evidences... people may laugh about it now just like what they did with Galileo but wait until it's proven... it could be.
Fourteen
Marami akong gustong gawin. And surprisingly, lahat performing arts. Sana hindi pa huli ang lahat para ma-hone yung skills ko. Gusto ko pang sumayaw, kumanta, at umarte! Kasi naman, ngayon pa lang ako nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob! Pero it's never too late naman. Basta ang importante, ma-enjoy ko ang ginagawa ko. :)
Fifteen
Suprisingly, I'm excited for Christmas to come. This is something new, considering that I've loathed Christmas before due to well... unpleasant circumstances. One night, I was looking for a book that could lull me to sleep when I suddenly thought of reading about Christmas. And everyday, when I get the chance to surf the Web, I would play Christmas songs. I must have probably missed celebrating this jolly tradition.
-Ber month, malapit na. Excited na talaga ako for Christmas.
P.S.
Carrie Underwood's rendition of What Child Is This is so rexaling. Try listening to it. And did I tell you Carrie Underwood and Reese Witherspoon look alike? And hey, I look like them, too. See? :D
Merry -Ber Month!
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