Let's see if I can write all my feelings into words.
June 27, 2011: I heard the news while I was at work, through Twitter. It was one of the rarest times when I could see Ryutaro's name flooding in my timeline. The first tweet I read, I think was Kamichan's: "So this is the day when the shit finally hit the fan. It was way overdue I guess. Ryutaro,
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As now, my tears are dry. I can't cry but this heartache is still torture me. His lovely uchiwa is still there in my room, smiling so sweetly at me but i can't.... I don't wan't to think that it's the first and the last uchiwa i ever have.
I love Ryutaro too much that it's hurt. For me, Ryutaro>JUMP as whole group. His smile and voice can make my gloomy day better, I wan't to see him graduate from highschool and have his seijinshiki with a smile.
But that stupid magazine ruined everything, I'm so gonna kill the person who sell the pictures and beat him/her hard for put my lovely baby in this situation.
Sorry if I don't make a sense. I'm really hurt and I need to blurt it out or else i'll go crazy for real.
Yes, we'll wait for him to comeback. He will comeback to JUMP and the fans, right?. I'll wait for him. I'll be waiting for him.
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We both love Ryutaro too much.
I know exactly how you feel. /sniff
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We're strong, we can go through this together.
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