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I hate myself. I have no self control whatsoever. Pathetic. Absolutely pathetic.
So I just found out that my sorta boss guy/Tony's dad has friends coming in next week, and they're taking the week off work, and need more driveway space to fit all their guests. So, in light of my lacking, he is loaning me his truck. For the week. Starting Thursday.
I was crazy, crazy sure that I wasn't going back to the evil place of sickly death for at least another week or two. But... I have no willpower. And the means and opportunity has been presented to me. Arg. Damn.
I seriously have to work out some other way to position and stabilize my outfit. Cuz I cannot continue to have all that weight and pull on my collar. And I really doubt that mere padding is going to make much of a difference. Half the time I was out there on Sunday, I had Tom pulling on the leash that someone gave me just so I could breathe and burp and swallow properly. Ick.
On a completely unrelate side note: I'm such a nerd. I walked into work this morning and one of the guys smiled at me as I walked in, and I did that little half nod acknowledgement gesture that you do at faire... damn I felt like a loser.
So I just found out that my sorta boss guy/Tony's dad has friends coming in next week, and they're taking the week off work, and need more driveway space to fit all their guests. So, in light of my lacking, he is loaning me his truck. For the week. Starting Thursday.
I was crazy, crazy sure that I wasn't going back to the evil place of sickly death for at least another week or two. But... I have no willpower. And the means and opportunity has been presented to me. Arg. Damn.
I seriously have to work out some other way to position and stabilize my outfit. Cuz I cannot continue to have all that weight and pull on my collar. And I really doubt that mere padding is going to make much of a difference. Half the time I was out there on Sunday, I had Tom pulling on the leash that someone gave me just so I could breathe and burp and swallow properly. Ick.
On a completely unrelate side note: I'm such a nerd. I walked into work this morning and one of the guys smiled at me as I walked in, and I did that little half nod acknowledgement gesture that you do at faire... damn I felt like a loser.