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Yeah, so, life's not been peachy lately.
You'd think one'd get used to the fact, but sometimes it still upsets me enough I want to shake my fist at the universe and swear for a bit.
What brought the latest fit of bitterness about was the fact I'd just finished a commissioned picture, and itch with the fact I can't really share it anywhere. There was a time when a piece of finished art would be cause for joy and celebration, and these days it just leads to frustration.
Especially given the nature of the image; I know I swore never to touch this fandom again with a long stick, but, well.
Hah.
It wouldn't do to let a commissioner down, would it, even though the finished image was late beyond all reason.
Fucking TPBoD art.
Watch my last semblances of principles crumble, like everything else lately.
You'd think one'd get used to the fact, but sometimes it still upsets me enough I want to shake my fist at the universe and swear for a bit.
What brought the latest fit of bitterness about was the fact I'd just finished a commissioned picture, and itch with the fact I can't really share it anywhere. There was a time when a piece of finished art would be cause for joy and celebration, and these days it just leads to frustration.
Especially given the nature of the image; I know I swore never to touch this fandom again with a long stick, but, well.
Hah.
It wouldn't do to let a commissioner down, would it, even though the finished image was late beyond all reason.
Fucking TPBoD art.
Watch my last semblances of principles crumble, like everything else lately.