Dec 21, 2007 23:37
the last week:
+driving lots
+bento's!
+seeing so many lovelies
+prom reunion dinner
+clubbing
+talking to eric for the first time in a week
+he misses me too
the end. tomorrow I finish my parents' christmas gift. my dad said be frugal. HA. sure. they'll like it. I know it. kristin did a freaking amazing job, I am so happy. yaaaay. :]
christmas is coming! my goodness it's in four days! insane. eric is calling around christmas eve. I am excited to talk to him again. I miss him too much. he still doesn't know. that's what gets me. he spends the night, we cuddle, we kiss quite a bit, pretty much spend the entire night wrapped around each other and he still doesn't know. I couldn't help feeling a little like a throw-away at that point in the conversation but it passed pretty quickly when he said he missed me too and knew that I cared about him. but it's difficult at the same time. I just want to be with him right now. I feel like if we were together it'd be easier to figure it out. probably true. but fruitless to think about.
V FOR VENDETTA TIME.