annoying jibberish.
i was just talking to my bud simon on im's and he asked me to go crusing with him. (at almost 1:00am?? lol) sounded tempting, because for one i'm not tired and i'm bored beyond belief... and secondly, i'm in need of someone to talk to, been pretty depressed... and no, the depression hasn't left me yet. but i declined. i guess i feel a bit guilty hanging with my boys since i've been with eric. for some reason i feel it would be sooooooo bad, almost like if i slept with another guy, you know what i mean? is it wrong to hang out with guys if you're attached??
i've been really down on myself lately. today at work on my break i ran back to the bathroom and bawled. absolutely LOST IT. and then i had to stay back there until my eyes weren't as red so no one would know i had been crying... :(
i hate this.
i've been really down on myself lately. today at work on my break i ran back to the bathroom and bawled. absolutely LOST IT. and then i had to stay back there until my eyes weren't as red so no one would know i had been crying... :(
i hate this.