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silverwillow

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Jan 06, 2003 13:13

life hasn't been so kind to me lately. so i give up. i just fucking give up.

SCREW EVERYTHING, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!why do i even try??? there is ALWAYS a road block. EVERY FUCKING TIME. i am so sick of getting my hopes up and just having them shot back down again. yeah well, fuck it ( Read more... )

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shut up anonymous January 6 2003, 20:53:18 UTC

you're not hungry. you're not homeless. your life is not in danger.

is there really anything to complain about?

Re: shut up silverwillow January 6 2003, 20:58:56 UTC

if you have something to say to me, marsha, say it. don't post anonymously.

Re: shut up suchasun January 7 2003, 09:13:30 UTC

Who is this Marsha? Someone needs to tell her that her logic is faulty. If you had one of your arms amputated, would she say you should feel good since, after all, you still have three other limbs? Badness is relative. The fact that things can always be worse does not invalidate or diminish the intensity of whatever one is feeling bad about unless that thing is completely trivial, and even trivial things might be important in the right circumstances.

Re: shut up silverwillow January 7 2003, 10:00:30 UTC

marsha is my cousin... but wow, very good point! i applaud you on that one.

Re: shut up baffledbutterfl January 7 2003, 12:38:16 UTC

i would understand if you didn't believe me, but i want to state anyway that i didn't post that. because if i had that to say i wouldn't post it anonymously. when i read it i knew oh shit she's going to think that was me. well, it wasn't.
and i don't think that, anyway. i'm sorry if you can't go to college right now because you deserve that opportunity. i'm sorry that we're not friends, and i know that now that it doesn't work for us to be, but i still love you and wish you nothing but the best in your life.

Re: shut up silverwillow January 7 2003, 12:59:07 UTC

i believe you if you said you didn't post that.

i really hate that there is so much tension between us. what i wish is that we could talk over all of this shit and be friends again. i know that we are two totally different people, but that never stopped anyone else from being close.

i know we both have said a lot of hurtful things to each other, just know that it was in the heat of the moment that i spoke those things. i never meant any of it. i don't think you're a bitch, i admire you for having the courage to speak your mind and not giving a fucking shit what people think.

i still love you too, you're my cousin and my flesh & blood. just please accept me for who i am. i know i have changed, but this is me. can you please just be that person that i could always turn to again?

Re: shut up baffledbutterfl January 7 2003, 13:33:04 UTC

wow. i didn't expect that. i thought you never wanted anything to do with me again ( ... )

Re: shut up silverwillow January 7 2003, 13:55:39 UTC

no it's not silly at all, and you're not the only one that wishes for that...

i know that since me and eric have been together, i've pretty much neglected everyone else. it hasn't just been you. i am sorry for that, and i now realize how important friends are.

i know we are both heading in different directions, but to me that doesn't mean we still can't be close... but if that is the way you see fit, i am okay with that. but remember no matter what happens between us, i will always be here for you and i will always love you as a sister.

Re: shut up baffledbutterfl January 7 2003, 14:10:22 UTC

well i feel that way too! i want you to know that i will always be here for you if you want me to be!

Re: shut up silverwillow January 7 2003, 14:18:01 UTC

of course i want you to be :)

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