:tears:
life hasn't been so kind to me lately. so i give up. i just fucking give up.
SCREW EVERYTHING, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!
why do i even try??? there is ALWAYS a road block. EVERY FUCKING TIME. i am so sick of getting my hopes up and just having them shot back down again. yeah well, fuck it.
i can't even believe i'm actually getting this car. lord knows there were enough obstacles there.
sometimes i just want to curl up in my bed and never leave my room again.
i might as well come to my senses and realize the truth, i will never get anywhere in life. i will never accomplish anything. i will be a cashier the rest of my life. i'll be stupid the rest. of. my. life. god i want to cry.
SCREW EVERYTHING, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!
why do i even try??? there is ALWAYS a road block. EVERY FUCKING TIME. i am so sick of getting my hopes up and just having them shot back down again. yeah well, fuck it.
i can't even believe i'm actually getting this car. lord knows there were enough obstacles there.
sometimes i just want to curl up in my bed and never leave my room again.
i might as well come to my senses and realize the truth, i will never get anywhere in life. i will never accomplish anything. i will be a cashier the rest of my life. i'll be stupid the rest. of. my. life. god i want to cry.