supercalifragilistics
so damn. a lot of things have happened since i last wrote. and now its 4:30am and i can't sleep and i still feel drunk from the drinking i did hours ago. i'm at therese's house, the place i've been residing for the past two or three weeks. i moved out of greg's house because i couldn't take it anymore. he broke my heart and a certain person can't be expected to live with the person who broke that certain person's heart. so i left with a suitcase and have been having amazing adventures since then. i've been doing fun things and falling in love with this city.
i did start dating and that caused drama in ways that i can't necessarily describe. i did once sleep in a maritime hotel and i did once sleep inside of industria photo studio. i started to hang out with miss leah high and we saw eachother randomly at a show in the lower east side and hung out more. and t. glispen and jack ryan are in town teaching sculpture and painting classes at s.v.a. and i did drink lots of whisky with them. i've taken up sitting by the hudson river for hours on end, smoking cigarettes and ]watching the water. it reminds me of the first part of moby dick, the only part that i read. i've started walking everywhere. my zipper broke on my jeans yesterday and i had to safety pin them together until jason durhan was nice enough to accompany me to urban outfitters where i had to get a whole new outfit. in fact, he's accompanied me to lots of places lately like the party at colyn's new house where we danced and pretended not to like eachother. its an interesting developement, a twist and a turn in a plot that i never thought would be extended past the place where it was two weeks ago.
and last night we went to upright citizen's brigade theater where we saw that woman from ripley's believe it or not who trains the seeing eye horses, the little miniature horses that wear the miniature horse hoof tennis shoes. yes, she was there and she brought a miniature horse and i could not believe my eyes. and monkeydick was funny too. and then therese and jason got in a bar fight at an irish pub and the bartender had to calm them down and we left and found a giant pile of styro foam in the meat packing district and started to kick it all over the place as we smoked from an apple and giggled.
i have been wandering around and i love wandering around. i had an unfortunate run in with bed bugs so i'm having to wear long pants and sleeves, but luckily i'm living in the greatest and nicest summer or my life and i don't sweat too terribly much. sarah and mandy and doug lehmann came in town the other night and went to that same party at colyn's house where we danced and where they let the jello shot server's in underwear and prom dresses run rampant. and it was so nice to see them all, so very nice. things have been lovely lately, like they should be. and i've been playing like good little girls should and i've been so much happier, i can breathe even.
ah yes and i must tell that i did get the job with the airline. i am currently awaiting a call from the recruiter to tell me when to start training. i'm sort of trying to decide whether i should stay in new york and sleep on couches and house sit or if i should come back to nashville for and indefinite ammount of time on august 5th. or jason and i were thinking of purchasing one way tickets and driving my car to new york and back to get all of my things from greg's. its all up in the air and i keep having nights like this one where i try my damndest not to think about it. i don't want to leave new york, not one bit. but i might have to and that's that. we'll see where the wind takes me, my horoscope says not to make any long term plans and i think thats a good way to do it. keeps you on your toes.
i did start dating and that caused drama in ways that i can't necessarily describe. i did once sleep in a maritime hotel and i did once sleep inside of industria photo studio. i started to hang out with miss leah high and we saw eachother randomly at a show in the lower east side and hung out more. and t. glispen and jack ryan are in town teaching sculpture and painting classes at s.v.a. and i did drink lots of whisky with them. i've taken up sitting by the hudson river for hours on end, smoking cigarettes and ]watching the water. it reminds me of the first part of moby dick, the only part that i read. i've started walking everywhere. my zipper broke on my jeans yesterday and i had to safety pin them together until jason durhan was nice enough to accompany me to urban outfitters where i had to get a whole new outfit. in fact, he's accompanied me to lots of places lately like the party at colyn's new house where we danced and pretended not to like eachother. its an interesting developement, a twist and a turn in a plot that i never thought would be extended past the place where it was two weeks ago.
and last night we went to upright citizen's brigade theater where we saw that woman from ripley's believe it or not who trains the seeing eye horses, the little miniature horses that wear the miniature horse hoof tennis shoes. yes, she was there and she brought a miniature horse and i could not believe my eyes. and monkeydick was funny too. and then therese and jason got in a bar fight at an irish pub and the bartender had to calm them down and we left and found a giant pile of styro foam in the meat packing district and started to kick it all over the place as we smoked from an apple and giggled.
i have been wandering around and i love wandering around. i had an unfortunate run in with bed bugs so i'm having to wear long pants and sleeves, but luckily i'm living in the greatest and nicest summer or my life and i don't sweat too terribly much. sarah and mandy and doug lehmann came in town the other night and went to that same party at colyn's house where we danced and where they let the jello shot server's in underwear and prom dresses run rampant. and it was so nice to see them all, so very nice. things have been lovely lately, like they should be. and i've been playing like good little girls should and i've been so much happier, i can breathe even.
ah yes and i must tell that i did get the job with the airline. i am currently awaiting a call from the recruiter to tell me when to start training. i'm sort of trying to decide whether i should stay in new york and sleep on couches and house sit or if i should come back to nashville for and indefinite ammount of time on august 5th. or jason and i were thinking of purchasing one way tickets and driving my car to new york and back to get all of my things from greg's. its all up in the air and i keep having nights like this one where i try my damndest not to think about it. i don't want to leave new york, not one bit. but i might have to and that's that. we'll see where the wind takes me, my horoscope says not to make any long term plans and i think thats a good way to do it. keeps you on your toes.