Dec 30, 2006 23:14
I don't know where i want to go to college yet.
I don't know what i want to do when i grow up.
I don't know where and when i want to get married,
let alone if and/or how many children i want...
and i don't need some myspace survey to ask or tell me the answers.
I know that my grades aren't as great as they used to be before high school.
I know that i'm not as organized like i used to be.
I know that i've lost some childhood innocence,
but i also know that i've grown to understand more about the good left in life.
Things are changing, and it seems like everyone is realizing this in this moment of time.
Change is a very good thing - espically if it works with you. If not, then hopefully we can learn to see it in a good way.
A NEW YEAR is about to begin and i'm going to seriously take this opportunity and start fresh.
A fresh new change of color in my clothing eventually,
A fresh new commitment to exercising,
A fresh new start at just being a better friend to all of those i care about most - you guys deserve it more than anything.
Just a fresh new start for everything....
i can start over on my grades,
i can inprove my relationships with my family,
and even wipe clean my love relationship and move on.
I am so thankful for this opportunity to just start new, start the way i want to and improving on the things that are closest to me, anything that i love the most.
best wishes for all,
jessalyn
PS - We Are Marshall is in my top three for one of THE best movies i've ever seen in my life.
I will most certainly be adding it to my collection the day it comes out.
thank you.