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i just had a pretty decent journal entry and decided to erase it all. i guess it was because when i read back over it, it wasn't really ... "my current thoughts" for the lack of what i mean.
basically, the current things that are eatting at pissing me off the most right now are...how AMAZING it is that people can lack respect and freakin common sense.
i don't mean to get upset or whatever, but i got into this huge fight with my mom yesterday - and it really tore me apart. i was scared, i was upset, confused, angry, sad...everything. It reminded me of some of the most hardest times in my life i've faced with my family. But who am i to complain?
I think that relationships with some people, are the hardest things to go through in life.
There are always those friends, those family members that are easy to talk to, to listen to, to relate with, and just to feel comfortable around......I'm so thankful for those types of people every day of my life.
But then there are those who can be hot-tempered, easily distracted, self-centered, and just plain rude....therefore, harder people, harder relationships to get along with.
And finally, as i know most can relate to, there are those people that you think you've known for so long, and before you know it, they've changed. Something totally different....and you know what? I feel heartly sorry for them.....i'm sorry that they have to put on this act, to try to be something they're not to impress whoever or whatever and they always, ALWAYS end up hurting people that they can't even see.....they become oblivious to some of the closest people around them and end up hurting them in someway. And i guess, its our duty to tell them what they've done, but is it REALLY worth it?
Pain is a hard thing cure sometimes.....but as bad as i was feeling yesterday through the whole day of fighting with my mom, i KNEW, i knew that things would be better, they always will be. And just the thought of that is a pretty nice cure.
I don't make a habbit of going to bed angry at someone...i can't be upset at someone for a long period of time. I guess i get that from my dad. So i ws the first one to confront my mom, tried to make peace, took her out for lunch, and as of right now...well, i'm still alive so i'd say things are okay.
I just wish that some people would seriously stop, take a step back, and look at their suroundings. Those are in the great words of Sammy Kuhn. :)
Its not worth it to yell and fight with ppl, but i understand that it happends every once in awhile....but miss-understandings can be fixed SO easily if only people had the patience and the heart to listen to others....if you open your heart, just alittle, to hear what someone has to say, to RESPECT them for having an idea or thought....god, the world would be so amamzing.
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I'm looking forward to spending lunch with my dad tomrrow at our "secret" japanese market,
and spending time with some buddies in the afternoon.
I've also loved all this beautiful rain we've been having....rain is just amamzing.
Tell me at least one thing that you're looking forward to this week?
peace and hugs,
Jay
basically, the current things that are eatting at pissing me off the most right now are...how AMAZING it is that people can lack respect and freakin common sense.
i don't mean to get upset or whatever, but i got into this huge fight with my mom yesterday - and it really tore me apart. i was scared, i was upset, confused, angry, sad...everything. It reminded me of some of the most hardest times in my life i've faced with my family. But who am i to complain?
I think that relationships with some people, are the hardest things to go through in life.
There are always those friends, those family members that are easy to talk to, to listen to, to relate with, and just to feel comfortable around......I'm so thankful for those types of people every day of my life.
But then there are those who can be hot-tempered, easily distracted, self-centered, and just plain rude....therefore, harder people, harder relationships to get along with.
And finally, as i know most can relate to, there are those people that you think you've known for so long, and before you know it, they've changed. Something totally different....and you know what? I feel heartly sorry for them.....i'm sorry that they have to put on this act, to try to be something they're not to impress whoever or whatever and they always, ALWAYS end up hurting people that they can't even see.....they become oblivious to some of the closest people around them and end up hurting them in someway. And i guess, its our duty to tell them what they've done, but is it REALLY worth it?
Pain is a hard thing cure sometimes.....but as bad as i was feeling yesterday through the whole day of fighting with my mom, i KNEW, i knew that things would be better, they always will be. And just the thought of that is a pretty nice cure.
I don't make a habbit of going to bed angry at someone...i can't be upset at someone for a long period of time. I guess i get that from my dad. So i ws the first one to confront my mom, tried to make peace, took her out for lunch, and as of right now...well, i'm still alive so i'd say things are okay.
I just wish that some people would seriously stop, take a step back, and look at their suroundings. Those are in the great words of Sammy Kuhn. :)
Its not worth it to yell and fight with ppl, but i understand that it happends every once in awhile....but miss-understandings can be fixed SO easily if only people had the patience and the heart to listen to others....if you open your heart, just alittle, to hear what someone has to say, to RESPECT them for having an idea or thought....god, the world would be so amamzing.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I'm looking forward to spending lunch with my dad tomrrow at our "secret" japanese market,
and spending time with some buddies in the afternoon.
I've also loved all this beautiful rain we've been having....rain is just amamzing.
Tell me at least one thing that you're looking forward to this week?
peace and hugs,
Jay