So.... I saw Chris today. My hands STILL get all sweaty and shaky. My heart rate increases about three times its normal rate. I also, become speechless. And can't think a coherent thought to save my life. A physiological response to someone, does not equate to love, right????  At any rate, my MOM noticed he kept looking at me.  Maybe I'll get to ( Read more... )

 Hello world, I didn't  die just haven't had a whole lot to post about!   Been looking for MLT jobs but no luck so far.  Saw Chris a couple of weeks ago, but didn't have the courage to go up to him and tell him how i feel.   Taylor Swift's new CD speak now really got me to thinking about him.  Probably too much.  I think about what could have been ( Read more... )

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I have discovered a new fantasy author to love and adore: Rob Thurman. The main character in Rob Thurman's novels Caliban is me.... If you read moonlight you'd get it, sarcastic, rude, sexy as hell -- that's both Cal and me. Apparently, Christopher is my George. What I want, but cannot have. Yeah, I saw him working at Publix of all places. I ( Read more... )

I need to download itunes so I can listen to craig owens solo effort.. Further, I almost saw christopher last week, as in -- I was in the womens bathroom and he walked by and into mens before i came out. My mom saw him at any rate, and I wasn't dreaming -- he really did have a little gotee/beard. Sigh. Oh, Thurs is Thanksgiving so we're going ( Read more... )

Chris is gone... Gone someplace, not that he'd tell ME. It's not as if I have the right to know who he's with and what he's doing.... AAARGH.   Boys just suck. Anddd... Andrew keeps wanting to know what my type of girl is....WTF is up with THAT?   I'm mean i'm not gay, i'm bi.... Boys *eye roll ( Read more... )

Listening to Jenny Lewis and Rilo Kiley while I waste time doing a media lab for class ( Read more... )