Another night with J.Z.... Yes, I know you're all tired of hearing about this ^_^*

[silverstarwind]

Last night, before J.Z. got home, I felt the urge to write. For the first time in a long time, I had the urge to write without first channeling something to write. That's a good sign ^_

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[silverstarwind]

hmmmm.... yes, who knows?

[dreamofgemini]

My god, that kid! I bet you were in veritable heaven.

[silverstarwind]

You have no idea.

There was a certain... stir of emotions... that based upon how he was sitting when he sat next to me, I think he might have felt in himself as well.

Of course... what do I really know about all this anyway? *_~.

[dazednawed]

The more I read about "The Adventures of J.Z.", the more I am convinced that satyrix is dead on in his assessment of J.Z.....

Carry on.

[silverstarwind]

Yes... but what does it mean?

Reading people is one of my gifts... I can always tell just what someone wants by simply meeting them, as though all they are is written out for me to skim at my leisure...

But... I can't read him... it's as if his story were written with invisible ink...

[dazednawed]

Yes... but what does it mean?

Reading people is one of my gifts... I can always tell just what someone wants by simply meeting them, as though all they are is written out for me to skim at my leisure...

But... I can't read him... it's as if his story were written with invisible ink...

What does it mean? I can't say for sure. This is something that will just have to play out.

I do have my theories, and satyrix's post summed up most of my theories in one post.

Basically, I think if J.Z. ever comes to grips with his feelings toward you, something could develop between the two of you.

However, his feelings probably go contrary to everything he was raised to believe is moral and *normal*, and he may fear he'll be subject of the crap that goes with being attracted to someone of the same gender.

Again, this is pure speculation made from someone 400 miles away. I think deep down you have a pretty good idea of J.Z.'s feelings, and why he's afraid.

Of course, that doesn't make it any easier for you....

[dinernighthawk]

"Come on J.Z... I'm long, but I'm not that long..." after a moment of thought and a little laugh... "And I'm just a bit thicker than that..."

That had me laughing so hard...

[silverstarwind]

I thought it was funny too ^_^.

However, it got no reaction out of him...