To lose you is to never love again
You know those days when you feel pretty bad and everyone can tell? And the only thing you really want everyone to do is to leave you alone? The day that if someone asks you, 'what's the matter' one more time you just might explode?
That was how my day was. Shitty, to say the least. At one point it looked alright, but then it wasn't so yeah. Several people asked me what was the matter repeatedly. I mean grr. If you ask me once and I say nothing or I'm fine what do you think the answer is going to be the second time? Duh, dip shits. Also, most of the people who kept asking repeatedly were guys. They just seem not to be able to understand the reasons my answers are so cold when I just want to be left alone. The truth is I am not fine. I am actually very far from fine. I will probably not go to school tomorrow because I don't feel like it and for a few other reasons. I already told Virginia that I might not be going to school tomorrow, meaning I won't be at practice. She said it was fine and to call her tomorrow and talk to her. :/ She allows me to start in the match one Thursday, though. She knows why I might not be going to school and she said it was alright. So, eh, I really don't see a reason in going. *sigh*
Britt if you really want me to go get that stuff for Julie I have to take you this Sunday. I'm sorry for the short notice, but I thought you would be in school today... Actually I hope they're open on Sunday. It's the only day I'll have truly free for a looong time. So, it's then or never really. :( Sorry.
All I really want right now is a hug. I'll get one from Linds tomorrow if I go to school... I'll probably go anyway. I always hate having to makeup the work that I miss. :(
That was how my day was. Shitty, to say the least. At one point it looked alright, but then it wasn't so yeah. Several people asked me what was the matter repeatedly. I mean grr. If you ask me once and I say nothing or I'm fine what do you think the answer is going to be the second time? Duh, dip shits. Also, most of the people who kept asking repeatedly were guys. They just seem not to be able to understand the reasons my answers are so cold when I just want to be left alone. The truth is I am not fine. I am actually very far from fine. I will probably not go to school tomorrow because I don't feel like it and for a few other reasons. I already told Virginia that I might not be going to school tomorrow, meaning I won't be at practice. She said it was fine and to call her tomorrow and talk to her. :/ She allows me to start in the match one Thursday, though. She knows why I might not be going to school and she said it was alright. So, eh, I really don't see a reason in going. *sigh*
Britt if you really want me to go get that stuff for Julie I have to take you this Sunday. I'm sorry for the short notice, but I thought you would be in school today... Actually I hope they're open on Sunday. It's the only day I'll have truly free for a looong time. So, it's then or never really. :( Sorry.
All I really want right now is a hug. I'll get one from Linds tomorrow if I go to school... I'll probably go anyway. I always hate having to makeup the work that I miss. :(