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two days down.....
the waves come and go. the tears come and go. i feel support all around me. thank you all.
i don't have any resentment. it's too heavy.
i don't have anger (at least right now) it's too familiar.
just embracing reality one day at a time, one hour at a time and allowing myself to just flow with it.
that's all you can do.
oh and i have hope. dumb stupid hope that he's not out of my life FOREVER. yes. i said it. deal with it.
friends
or together again someday
or pen pals
somehow. someway. where there is a will there is a way.
leave me be.
the waves come and go. the tears come and go. i feel support all around me. thank you all.
i don't have any resentment. it's too heavy.
i don't have anger (at least right now) it's too familiar.
just embracing reality one day at a time, one hour at a time and allowing myself to just flow with it.
that's all you can do.
oh and i have hope. dumb stupid hope that he's not out of my life FOREVER. yes. i said it. deal with it.
friends
or together again someday
or pen pals
somehow. someway. where there is a will there is a way.
leave me be.