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I hate it when this happens... I'm just doing something I'd normally do and all of a sudden something just makes me start crying and I just can't fuckin' stop. the grief, the loneliness, just make me want to curl up and hide inside my head, forget everything... it just gets so hard to cope with everything sometimes, especially when you're trying to keep some people from worrying overmuch about things that can't be changed... sometimes it just hurts too damn much...