it's time for some Good News/Bad News...
well, you know how things go sometimes, some things start working out wonderfully while others just kind of turn into a pile of crap.
in the good side of things, one of my Blue Exorcist fanfics has done well enough I've expanded on it and gotten a second chapter out for it and at least one more chapter in the works.
I also attended a friend's pre-handfasting party the other day and she set me up with a dose of something that's got my fibro pain WAY down, I swear it works better than the lyrica ever did and the best part is this one dose may keep my fibro pain minimal for a whole week.
on the down side this means I can tell where my arthritis aches are even more and I've discovered what I thought was the fibromyalgia making the pain from the arthritis in my one hip radiate down my whole leg is actually me getting arthritis in one ankle and the pain from that and the hip radiating outward to my knee as well (but with my fibro pain in check I at least don't have the pain radiating out right now). this makes me feel like I'm freakin' getting ancient, since now I'm even getting issues with my ankles, the one spot in the past I've NEVER had issues with before.
I'm still feeling a bit emotionally crappy over various things, too. I just wish things would start getting better soon. I need a job, I need to get back on my meds, I need to drag myself out of this mire of doubts and depression... and it just seems like it's something that's almost impossible sometimes.
in the good side of things, one of my Blue Exorcist fanfics has done well enough I've expanded on it and gotten a second chapter out for it and at least one more chapter in the works.
I also attended a friend's pre-handfasting party the other day and she set me up with a dose of something that's got my fibro pain WAY down, I swear it works better than the lyrica ever did and the best part is this one dose may keep my fibro pain minimal for a whole week.
on the down side this means I can tell where my arthritis aches are even more and I've discovered what I thought was the fibromyalgia making the pain from the arthritis in my one hip radiate down my whole leg is actually me getting arthritis in one ankle and the pain from that and the hip radiating outward to my knee as well (but with my fibro pain in check I at least don't have the pain radiating out right now). this makes me feel like I'm freakin' getting ancient, since now I'm even getting issues with my ankles, the one spot in the past I've NEVER had issues with before.
I'm still feeling a bit emotionally crappy over various things, too. I just wish things would start getting better soon. I need a job, I need to get back on my meds, I need to drag myself out of this mire of doubts and depression... and it just seems like it's something that's almost impossible sometimes.