So today's one of those days where I've got a lot in my head and want to do something. But don't know what rather then homework (which I'm too restless to do) or games. So games it's been
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I do something similar, but with me it's more that I just tune everyone out and go into solo-mode, so to speak. I've been doing that a lot here lately. when I go to the cafeteria to eat breakfast or dinner or whatever, I usually go alone and eat at one of the window tables with my headphones on the entire time. it was a little depressing at first, but now I've kind of altered my mindset to "realize" that I don't really want to talk to any of the people around me anyway. I tune them out visually, too, by never making eye contact with anyone.
you'd be surprised how invisible you can become by simply removing eye contact from the picture. you really don't get bothered by anyone that way. I do the same thing in class and everywhere else now, too. it's only really strengthening the fact that I'm not going to meet anyone new here, but the fact of the matter is I'm not really interested in meeting anyone new or making many new friends. I really just don't care.
wow, this sounds depressing. ha.
anyway, yeah, I know what you mean, though I don't have the eyesight dealy going on. I think the word both of us are looking for here is numb.
you'd be surprised how invisible you can become by simply removing eye contact from the picture. you really don't get bothered by anyone that way. I do the same thing in class and everywhere else now, too. it's only really strengthening the fact that I'm not going to meet anyone new here, but the fact of the matter is I'm not really interested in meeting anyone new or making many new friends. I really just don't care.
wow, this sounds depressing. ha.
anyway, yeah, I know what you mean, though I don't have the eyesight dealy going on. I think the word both of us are looking for here is numb.
we are conditioning ourselves to be numb.
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