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Such fun life truly is. I have now begun to look at food in that weird, isn't it novel to have something edible in your mouth, kinda way. Flavour...I may just regain my sense of taste sometime soon. Still unemployed. Life doesn't suck though. Another month of my stuff in storage.
Considering suicide as an easy option. But then again, you pee yourself when you do that. And you tend to die...or in the case of some, just end up with a really embarassing story and kidney damage or a hole in your head or scars all over the usual 'give me attention' places that make you want to drip hot saline tears onto as though your emotions could somehow cauterize the wound. AHHhhHhHhhhh...No, I haven't really thought about suicide, except for just now.
Have thought about living in a tent for the rest of my life. Being a houseboy is fun. Need to be out by June 12 at the latest. Have run out of money. Is this how people die or become homeless junkies? Prostitutes?
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It rained and thundered tonight and I experct it will rain some more. Felt oddly tropical and ultimately fresh. Did even get dressed today, although I did safeguard my starbucks card against theft via their website. It actually was quite neat...and then I applied for a job there online. I don't even know if people get that info.
Had too much fun the past week. I need to eat something.
Considering suicide as an easy option. But then again, you pee yourself when you do that. And you tend to die...or in the case of some, just end up with a really embarassing story and kidney damage or a hole in your head or scars all over the usual 'give me attention' places that make you want to drip hot saline tears onto as though your emotions could somehow cauterize the wound. AHHhhHhHhhhh...No, I haven't really thought about suicide, except for just now.
Have thought about living in a tent for the rest of my life. Being a houseboy is fun. Need to be out by June 12 at the latest. Have run out of money. Is this how people die or become homeless junkies? Prostitutes?
WWWWWWWWHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEESsssss
It rained and thundered tonight and I experct it will rain some more. Felt oddly tropical and ultimately fresh. Did even get dressed today, although I did safeguard my starbucks card against theft via their website. It actually was quite neat...and then I applied for a job there online. I don't even know if people get that info.
Had too much fun the past week. I need to eat something.