Sleepy day...part II
Hmmm...Today is sleepy. Mind you, it's only almost noon, so I'm not doing too badly. Ordered voicemail for Wednesday. Yay! Fuck my answering machine in storage - and I seem to always be online anyways. Considering how much this is going to cost me...why not? Shit. I just remembered that I have to deal with student loans soon. I totally forgot. All of my paperwork is in storage. Guggg. They will have to wait.
I need a job. Been searching the net, but nothing seems to be available that will work for me. Guggg...Going to look again today. The ARC will be closing end of June, which could makes things a bit insane for printing off résumés and getting job postings.
I had the worst tummy ache/cramping yesterday from bad hommus that I ate the night before. Never leave hommus unrefridgerated for several hours and then get the munchies and eat it. Guggg. Stayed inside all of yesterday. Still feel a bit crampish today. Hmmm. No fun. Haven't showered in a while. Beginning to feel a haze of evil depression setting in. Could be the weather, but really isn't. People have seemed to be feeling like they want more out of life lately - like they need to expand further and try new things, rather than the same old shit they've been doing for the past six months or more. It's a mental thing. I'm a mental thing.
Don't overcook roastbeef. It's no fun that way. I should know better than that by now...but it's been a few months. I just hate taking the roast out and finding it way too RAW and having to shove it back in. Hmmm...Laziness. Apparently it only takes a second to make a decision - Which somehow ties into motivation. I think that a nice beverage and a cigarette is way easier and way more fulfilling in the short term. Sigh. I have no money until people pay me and my damage deposit comes to me. Sigh. Half a cigarette left. I could go mental.
I need a job. Been searching the net, but nothing seems to be available that will work for me. Guggg...Going to look again today. The ARC will be closing end of June, which could makes things a bit insane for printing off résumés and getting job postings.
I had the worst tummy ache/cramping yesterday from bad hommus that I ate the night before. Never leave hommus unrefridgerated for several hours and then get the munchies and eat it. Guggg. Stayed inside all of yesterday. Still feel a bit crampish today. Hmmm. No fun. Haven't showered in a while. Beginning to feel a haze of evil depression setting in. Could be the weather, but really isn't. People have seemed to be feeling like they want more out of life lately - like they need to expand further and try new things, rather than the same old shit they've been doing for the past six months or more. It's a mental thing. I'm a mental thing.
Don't overcook roastbeef. It's no fun that way. I should know better than that by now...but it's been a few months. I just hate taking the roast out and finding it way too RAW and having to shove it back in. Hmmm...Laziness. Apparently it only takes a second to make a decision - Which somehow ties into motivation. I think that a nice beverage and a cigarette is way easier and way more fulfilling in the short term. Sigh. I have no money until people pay me and my damage deposit comes to me. Sigh. Half a cigarette left. I could go mental.